Been there, done that.

Face the facts: Life rejects.
The pain inside blows my mind.
Here within, Without a doubt
Make me cry; Make me frown

Been There Done That
Face Fear, Pain Relaxed
Hear You Scream Loud
Let me Be Proud.

Bird sings
Bell rings
Fear screams
Death dreams
Your Eyes
My Love
Hold me
Til Im gone.

Been There Done That
Face Fear, Pain Relaxed
Hear you, Cry Softly
Ethereal Dreams.

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Purple Hues of Yesterday
Dreams replaying your thoughts
Hazy mountain range
Here I've been brought
To see your face.

Purple Hues of Tommorrow
Will you still be living
Swallowed in Sorrow
Fallen to knees screaming
To obtain grace.

Purple Hues of Now
Heart torn viciously out
Here I shamefully bow
Kill me now...
To be given mercy.

Purpe Hues of Destiny
That flows freely from you
Into me.
I dream of other worlds
To accept the key

Waters of femininity.

Her hair flows Like golden waves
Where only true men Dare to brave
Beauty harsh, cold, ruthless
But wonderful and deep.

Here in trully lies
A woman's finds
A lovely shell
A flowery dream
Berrets and Fine Womanly things

Like as to the fish
That flow in this river.
Many colors many shapes
Glittering like drapes
In the pure sunlight.

Subconcious Train of Thought.

Im the darkness inside of you
And Somehow Im the light too.
Bringing smiles on your face
Bringing tears on rainy days

Hopeing now for something better
Crying now because its shattered
Where were you when the roof caved in?
How do I start over again?

Im the darkness inside of you
And somehow Im the light too.
Bringing smiles on your face
Bringing tears on rainy days.

Am I now a symbol of disgrace
Are you so bent on instant erase
Of all the memories we created
Don't worry, they pretty much faded.

Im the darkness inside of you
And somehow Im the light too.
With every moment you hate me
I spend every moment loving you.

Forgotten Women.

The young woman
working the dead end job
grave shifts, long endless hours, aching legs, little pay at the end
All for one simple reason, the son that lay in his bed.

Stripper, thongs and poles
Around she twirls, long legs in the air
baring her delicate flesh for the world to see
Hoping what she makes this night pays for schooling.

CEO rings in her ears
Suit pressed to a perfection
Making all men bow to her power and class
Yet behind those closed doors, snickers and rumors flow.

Slut in labeled world
Men and money are her living pick.
Heavy lipstick and heels fill her days
Still, it’s a way to live in this age.

Warrior in soul
Fighting just to get by
Raising her child her best way
The single mother at the paper

Suiver, black and blue
Flash brused and bleeding
Yet not one tear shede in painful exptrssion
Watching her keeper being taken away


Hardass, cold bitch, cunt
Words yelled at the teen
Paying for her famlty’s legnace
Still being one to win her way to school though grades

Woman, yet once a man
Paying for everything to be
Makeing the female soul match flash
Defined as a woman, not as man

Raped, seen as dirty
She who done nothing wrong
Save maybe one thing
Being a woman in this world

Mother, whole and fighter
Born into stuggle, raise upon it
Suviler, warrior, my friend
My friend a mother.....

Alone.

The world pushing on without even caring,
Looking back only knowing,
What I left behind.
Wishing I was home again,
With all of my friends,
Hoping that I’ll living within.
Because I’m Alone! Alone! Inside… I’m alone!

You don’t know what you’re missing,
When all you’ve had was everything.
When it is all gone, maybe you’ll understand what’s wrong.
Why I’m all alone… all alone… all alone inside.

If I could go back,
Change all I’ve done before.
If I could go back,
To relive all I know.
If I could go back,
To love you again.
If I could go back,
Just to see you again…